I Can't Ease Myself

Since the day he looked for me again... I can't ease myself. I keep thinking. I'm so tired but my brain won't stop. Dear God, help me. What should I do? Why is it so hard for me to move on? Why is he back into my life?

Life seems beautiful when he came into my life. But, at the end it was all fake. The beauty was all lie. Still, now my life without him is worse. I feel like something is missing in my life.

People say that time heals, could it work fast cause this wound hurt so bad.

Is it worth it? When it comes to lie, can it be fixed?  I don't know. When it comes to love, my heart and my logic do not work well together.

When will the happy ending come to me?Will it be an end for me and him?
Can I end this cause I'm tired.. really tired.